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BON VOYAGE
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
11 weeks since i updated man.
speaking of weeks, 12 weeks from now i'll be back in singapore.
so if you think its been ages since i've last updated my damn blog, think about the same amount of "AGES" its gonna take for me to be back here.
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING. was too damn busy....
so yah. you guys better take good care of yourselves. not even sure who's reading this but blahh.
(better miss me)
BYE HOMIES !
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[01/28/09 - 9:53pm] |
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AND SO IM BACK FOOL.
hahaha boy do i have a lot to say. a LOT.
things have been changing around here, mindsets changed, goals further aimed, momentum gained, tons learned, feelings changed, feelings hurt, which leads to being numbed..hell, numbed to the point that, i have a fight this saturday with legit people and im not nervous.....which is a bad sign.
other than that, ima sail off soon this march.
so you guys better bloody miss me.. ):
OK
shant talk so much. shall post pics of what i have for the past few weeks.
let the pics do the talking! 
gold stripes gold responsibilities. learning, training, growing up.
hangouts never boring with these guys.
catching-up and hangouts with other people as well,
both new and old, those who saw me growing up and those that just entered my life recently.
damn, only got this pic so far. gotta be more photogenic with other ppl as well next time.
still exploring
 
haha new years countdown at phuture/zouk with iskandar, cheryl and her clique.
memorable...quite emotional one though i dont look so that time LOL.
told u change of mindsets....hahahahhahahahaahhahaa.
kicking ass wit dem homies
also stoning wit dem homies
kicking ass
still kicking ass
azfar kicking ass
stone.............................
credit credit to afnan quikapture-kia
(Y) sui (Y) ?
welcome to my hood
?!?!?!
makan...been spending quite a lot on it.
if not food, then its the cab fare.
INTRODUCING MY NEW COMPANION.........................................................
my kickass ring. ha!
u thought who.
hahahahaha.
so other than that,
- had a sleepover at calvan's house on cny, with firman afiq salam and john, also had a bbq, lol we bloody bought 80 chickens for 5 ppl imagine?
- finally saw Wen perform
- also seeing her progress with the guitar
- gigs when bored at home
- company's dinner and dance, good food, good night.....hhahaha.
- sakae sakae
shit. there are lots more but i cant recall. should pick up the habit of updating regularly. hahahahaha
next week chalet at aloha with the guys. woooooooooooots
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[12/15/08 - 3:15am] |
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A post for anyone who cares at all.
lots to update, outings, tonn and whatnots. hell lot.
but i guess i wanna be a bit personal for once this time round.
will update on those next week.
so i had this meaningful conversation with wen, and she asked me this ultimate question:
˚wen Monkee lover (1) 259 says:
WHY ARE YOU FIGHTING FOR
or, WHAT am i fighting/training for to be exact. at first i just said that ahhhh i just do it for fun but come to think of it.
why do i actually put my body on the line for something that is seemingly so stupid????????????
is it cause of the insecurity i have in me all this while or is it because of the problem i have on being sensitive/short-tempered?
i never really got bullied THAT badly in my younger days,
but i do realise that some people up until now, STEP ON MY HEAD because of reasons-that-i-have-an-answer-to-but-i-just-cant-describe-my-feelings-out, UNTIL! :
˚wen Monkee lover (1) 259 says:
maybe bcos
˚wen Monkee lover (1) 259 says:
u get angry easily
˚wen Monkee lover (1) 259 says:
n u dun wanna,
˚wen Monkee lover (1) 259 says:
bcos of ur character,
˚wen Monkee lover (1) 259 says:
hurt other ppl
˚wen Monkee lover (1) 259 says:
then u punch on the opponent!
˚wen Monkee lover (1) 259 says:
more fair right!
its kind of true, i dunno how to express it and there she goes, put it in its simplest form.
mommy and sisters, ever since i was young, taught me to grow up right and not be like my late father.
so like, their constant moral teachings suppressed me from being a stupid reckless violent person.
i do get my episodes sometimes, and my goodness, i fucking hate it.
but it's in my blood right?
so there ARE still people stepping on my head, but they just dont know the struggle i go through just so...i wont make things worse right.
ESPECIALLY to people i care, I GO THE EXTRA MILE man.
yeah.
thanks for the conversation wen (Y) got some clarity in me now.
noone really bothered asking this kind of questions until she did.
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[11/18/08 - 12:48am] |
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everytime i pushed too much i felt like a part of me is like dying man.
yeah, still coping. studies, training, i cant let anything crumble down.
reached to a point that i dont mind if someone gives me one nice hardest bloody punch to the face as long as i learn & polish my defenses and counters.
who cares man, it helps me also.
like you see your face in the mirror everyday and you see bruises, and you'll go
"damn, i gotta work on that shit"
so yea
and btw i dont know what to say to you already la, cant stand this shit man, gonna train harder,
thanks for the treatment.
thanks for the lack of concern.
thanks for the disrespect also uh.
that was the last thing i expected from u, in fact i almost didnt expect it at all.
moving on,
the past few days was as usual hectic. the gig at scape was good, great bands.
i think my shirt grabbed some wrong attention too haha.
just got the ship simulator programme to my laptop which is freaking cool, but it needs more mission.
hmm what else.
OH, HA. I FEEL KINDA DUMB NOWADAYS ALSO.
cause things like,
just now in the morning, i was already about to leave the house for school..then i got engrossed with the show on tv, about some scdf show rescue ppl and stuffs (iryan's forte ah "" jiggle jiggle them eyebrows)
SO
there was one scene where the woman was threatening to kill herself if they come nearer and i went...
"TAKE THAT WOMAN DOWN MAN, BRING HER DOWN"
....and my hands were swinging.
then damn,
i realised i was late for school.
ok this is so redundant man, just trying to laugh at utter stupidity.
ok fck la bai.
cant sleep.
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[11/09/08 - 4:27pm] |
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All kinds of pain everyday man.
OK so a quick update.
another hectic week passed, keeping track of my study and training schedule which is good.
so here's the training one:
Mon: rest
Tues: MMA
Wed: Gym-upperbody, maybe a lil swimming.
Thurs: Gym, cardio maybe?
Friday: Muaythai
Saturday: rest
Sunday: Gym, swimming
yyyyep. also helps me to not get hurt by a certain you.
the harder i push myself, the better i 'feel'.
this is my new release, i dont need u to sympathise with me either cause i knw u dnt even care in the 1st place.
mmhmm.
other than that things are pretty so-so. fun, joy, emptiness, anger, etc. pretty rojak la.
here's some pictures:
 
serious faces on serious earth
jyeah
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child abuse
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tired face.
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[10/21/08 - 7:36pm] |
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Despite what you heard
Or what you saw
When you look at me man you see hardcore
A real street hood nigga
Wish a nigga would nigga
I could give a damn what you thing about it all
If you think I'm crazy (That's right)
If you think I'm lazy (That's right)
Cuz It Don't really matter what you think about me
Nigga fuck you pay me (That's right)
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[09/03/08 - 2:42am] |
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Now im using my laptop.
couldnt connect the whole fucking day at my comp.
i prefer the comp then my laptop.
so ya. almost everyday is:
-report back to company headquarters
-9-6+
-at night god knows what i have.
so ya, this friday might be going off, if not then next week.
ship's delaying.
and ya.
I GOT THE NEW UNDEROATH ALBUM YEA CB?!?!?!!!?!?!?!??!!?!?!?!??!!??!!?!?!?!
LIM PEI KA LI KONG !!!!??!?!?!?!?!?!
KNN FAVOURITE SONG LA SIAL?!??!?!?!?!???!!!?!?!?!
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[08/31/08 - 11:21pm] |
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HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
wen is sibei funny and cute la.
cause i was sending her the MEN IN BLACK song covered by ForeverTheSickestKids, on punkgoescrunk album.
then we were talking about something la which i dont geddit and eventually i got it.
THEN:
:D
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[08/31/08 - 7:07pm] |
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i wanted to update a lot of things but.
dont know what to post. argh anyways
heres a video.
if you actually give a damn about my life you'd know that i respect this guy alot and he inspired me.
also if you're curious what shit 'mma' thingy im training, take a look at the vid (Y).
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